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Tuesday, April 03, 2007Well. I didn’t move on to the next round. Ah, well. I’m not overly upset – don’t get me wrong, when I found out I was seriously depressed for a little less than an hour, I think – mostly because I’m tired of resigning myself to things. Life is a lot about resigning and making do with what you have. I’m a great one for that, and a pretty patient and resolved person, but sometimes it gets to be just far too much to bear. So that, with all my other various little problems, broke me for a bit tonight. But I was smart. I got away from the internet – because I knew I would talk to people all night about it and just keep living in a sorry for myself feeling daze and did things that would allow my mind to wander away. Mostly this was working on my dollhouse (The roof was being problematic so I ripped the bugger back off and cut a new piece) and watching NCIS. The doll house is also being repainted, so I was just able to day dream. But now I feel really good. I prayed a bit, and thought a bit while I was getting ready for bed. Here is what is important, writing wise: 1. Blue Moon comes out this October! I need to finish revamping my website, discuss a cover due date with my friend, and figure out things to market the book. (yuck.) That means Balancing Act comes out next year, hopefully. I am going to beg my publisher to consider keeping the name, because Unbalanced (her choice) does not work for me. I need to reformat Chocolatier back the way I meant it to be, change the typo of widow to window, and write a cover letter and start pursuing agents. And finally, start marketing the dang short stories again. I don’t know what will happen. But I have faith it will all be alright. I feel good again, and hopeful. And sleepy. But I didn’t want to go to bed without telling you. Night all, and as always, thank you for your support. Permalink Cindy scribed this at 11:43 PM 0 comments |